A Letter from a Writer to Her Characters
- Jann Alexander
- Jul 15
- 4 min read
Updated: Jul 16
The thing I’ve discovered about writing a novel like Vacancy - Secrets and Second Chances in Small-Town Texas, is that its presence is always with me.
Now that I've finished writing their stories in Vacancy, I’m still thinking about my characters. They progress through joy, pain, and growth, just like I do. And in the process, we all get close.
Because I care about my characters so much, I want them to know they’re always with me, and I haven’t abandoned them because Vacancy will be published soon. So I wrote my characters this letter.
Inspiration for Vacancy: Escape from Hell’s Half-Acre by Jann Alexander ©1980
Dear Helen, Charlene, Mick, Jillie, Jack, Fiona, Spence, Dave, and even Ray,
Just because you haven’t heard from me today doesn’t mean I’m not thinking about you and what you’re hiding from in that lonely town you call home.
In fact, I think about you all the time—your trials, your challenges, your happiness, and what will help you succeed. You are in my blood like holy wine, as one of my favorite songwriters famously said, and in my head like a melody I can’t forget. 'Cause I know, you're all fixin' to face up to that habit of hiding you got.
Last night, in that loneliest of moments just before sleep came for my consciousness, I was warmed by imagining how you fell for Ray, Charlene. You were so naive and too young, and I worried for you when you met that tall drink of water with the winning smile, his black cowboy hat tucked low over his right eye and a flask outlined in the back pocket of his work jeans.
I could see Ray was too old and even a bit too dangerous for a small-town teen like you, but I understood the sweetness you felt when he swept you out of your boots and into the back of his pickup with just a country song, a two-step, and a wink. You were aching for something to lift you from that tired trailerpark you came from, anything at all, and he stepped on to your dance floor. Now I ache for the troubles that lie ahead for you.
Inspiration for Charlene: Too Young by Jann Alexander ©1980
I’m thinking about you and Jack, too, Char, just so you know there’ll be better times to come. When I was driving yesterday, my mind was on you and Jillie and how you’ll handle motherhood again this second time, now that you’ve lived the heartaches you’ve endured, and I hope you’ll be braced by the strength of the characters who love you, too. Oh yes—they do. Don’t ever doubt it. Not just Jack, but Helen, Fiona, Spence and even Mick. You’ll just need to feel worthy of their love, as Jack will tell you—that comes hard for you, though, I know.
To My Characters: “I’m always by your side, and I’m gonna miss you when you’re gone.”
And dear Helen, you are a work in progress and I never doubt you’re going to rise up to field whatever is thrown your way in that provincial little prairie town you’re entrenched in. Your doubts surface readily, but your heart is good, and the universe has sent you a gift to help melt away the guilt that’s gripped you like candlewax dripping on to its holder. While I was getting a massage last night, my thoughts turned to you and Dave and how much you deserve the sweet relationship you’ll have with him. If only you can confront your buried past, and face up to those whose vitriol and dishonesty get in your way now. I don’t worry about you, though, given the strength and good sense of your character, the way I worry about little Jillie and her big brother Mick.
Inspiration for the lonesome highway to the Jack of Diamonds by Jann Alexander ©1980
Those kids have had the toughness of their parents’ lives passed on to them, like any generation will do to its next. I’m sorry for Jillie and Mick, that the worst of it clings to them, and not the better parts. The best thing I can do for you two kids is to buoy you with the love of the characters around you whose hearts are as good as their intentions. You two make everything possible for my story, and no matter how things work out for you, I’m grateful, and I’m doing my best by you. Sweet dreams to you, little Jillie, and please try to have them too, Mick.
“No matter how things work out for you, I’m grateful and I’m doing my best by you.”
Fiona, Spence, and the rest of you—I drank a glass of wine yesterday, and thought about the novel you’re a part of. I hope you realize I enjoy your company enormously, because you're the kind who remain steady and strong, no matter what. Jack's going to make a go of that old motel of yours, Spence. Like Jack always said, you oughta marry Fi. I like to imagine I’m sitting at your oilcloth-covered kitchen table, listening to Spence’s tall tales, and licking my fingers to get the last tastes of your fried chicken, Fiona, while Goldie waits patiently for charity beside my chair.
Inspiration for the red doors at the Jack of Diamonds by Jann Alexander ©1980
Maybe Char will come through the screen door, laughing, into your kitchen, followed by the scampering wet feet of Jillie and Mick, happy but shivering, dripping puddles from a swim. And outside in the motel parking lot, Jack will whistle for Goldie to ride shotgun in his truck to town. Helen and Dave might could like your fried chicken, Fiona, so you’ll dial the wall phone pronto to invite them for supper, leaving your floury fingerprints on its black receiver when you hang up, aiming your widest grin my way.
I’m smiling with all of you, hoping to get back to your stories, my dear characters, to see what happens next. Thanks for being in my life. Never doubt me. I’m always by your side, and I’m gonna miss you when you’re gone.
I hope we'll meet again.
Until then, Your Writer
INSPIRED BY REAL EVENTS
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